I always think..

I always think..
I always think that the most PAINFUL thing in LIFE is losing the one i Value.The truth is, the most painful THING is losing myself in the process of VALUING SOMEONE too much..And forget the thing that I AM SPECIAL TOO..(message from a friend)


I am Selfish
I am impatient
..and a little insecure..
I make mistakes.
I am out of control and at times
Hard to handle..
but if you can't handle me at my worst..
..then you sure as HELL..don't deserve
me at my best..
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 11 avril 2009 09:54

Modifié le samedi 11 avril 2009 10:48

Brainy Qoutes of Mother Theresa

Brainy Qoutes of Mother Theresa
-The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved-Mother Teresa-
(Th
anx God that i am being love with loveones and friends.They never get tired of loving me and understand me as much as i do vice versa..Im so Bliss for that)

-We c
an do no great things, only small things with great love-Mother Teresa-

-Be
faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies. -Mother Teresa-

-Do n
ot think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. -Mother Teresa-
(Im no
t getting tired to love to someone who accept me as whole and who respect me as well-my opinion)

-I
do not pray for success, I ask for faithfulness. -MOther Teresa-

-If
we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.-MOther Teresa-

-If y
ou can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one. -MOther Teresa-

-
Intense love does not measure, it just gives.-Mother Teresa-

-Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love. -MOther Teresa-

-O
ne of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.-Mother Teresa-
( E
xactly!)

-I ha
ve found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.-MOther Teresa-
(However,im just an ordinary HUMAN who will get tired of being hurt and choose to rest my heart for me to have enough strenght for my next challenge of LOVE-my opinion)

~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A
nd i do believe also that Actions speaks louder than words..You cannot hide your actions for what is inside your heart and mind..Im so bliss,that i can see and feel your actions..Actions didn't hide for anything unless you're doing movie..LOL! So there's no reason to be with you in person or in flesh..If you just hurting me again and again ONLINE AND IN FLESH..You cannot hide your emotions with your actions.You made trouble instead of loving one another..Because you're brain is close as much as your heart.You are negative thingkers because that what you actually did and your habits.SO you think all of us are like you.Which easy for you to accuse and throw harsh words to all your humankind.And even to someone who loves you most.I CANNOT SEE LOVE FROM YOU..but evil deeds!

NOW
I REALISED,what is PARADOX of BEING a GOOD person in FIRST MEETING COULD BE A WORSE ONE LATER(OPPOSITE)..SO MUCH MUCH MUCH beautiful WORDS in first meeting which he or she didn't know you yet.IT IS OBVIOUSLY BOLA or FAKE..he or she will changed oppositely in the late process of your relationship..SO DO NOT BELIEVE right away THAT THERE IS S A GOOD ONE in first meeting..Because it is just a BIG PROPS or Tricks to FOOL YOU...He even used the bible to convinced me more how true and how i am being loved by him..see..I really thought he is madly in love with me..I was too much ambitious to believe..LOL! however, in a seconds he scolded at me right away for simple thing,,Where is love?..Yeah! he is just dreaming that he knows how to LOVE..LOVE is a feeling and SACRIFICE..How can we say LOVE in a few trials YOU can throw evil words that would hurt her? YOU'RE TOO MUCH AMBITIOUS to BRAG that you know how to LOVE...lol!


Me
myself i am just maybe lucky to have someone,loveones who accept my negative and in positive way as a person.Of course! nobody is perfect they have also shortcomings as they're just human too.But not as worse as YOU.Fortunately, I GOT ONLY ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD..who understand and accept me and my whole BEING from my weaknesses and to imperfections ..without complaining but to love me more..nobody but only HIM and YOU KNOW WHO HE IS ..right?He tried to make up things right after, if he thinks that im am being hurt.He loves to do something good or say which he knows that it makes me happy for me..Im just a simple one..who will be be happy in a few simple things.. to forget right away the unintentional mistakes he does, reason why arguments could not be worse and jump into more complicated situation..He has a brain and heart to read what i feel and to make up right away...(BUT YOU you made things more complicated you're competing to a girl?)...Of course i can understand because as the saying NOBODY IS PERFECT but GOD alone above.. How lucky i am because i got one and the best of course GOD above..Thank you GOD at least i got one here in this world..


By
the way,Im so excited with Our Lady Fatima will be here tomorrow and staying with me for 9 days! i can say whew! finally and i really miss her presence. So lucky to have her during Easter week.

And w
e will have a house guest from Australia this coming Saturday April 11th of this month..His name is Danielle and he is an exchange student.Wished he will enjoy in staying here in Japan.

WATTA
busy busy SEASON!..Heheh just sharing a few senti i have now..Actually,its still the same over and over again hehehe!..DI NA NATUTO!

HAPPY
EASTER TO EVERYONE!..


# Posté le mercredi 08 avril 2009 22:01

Modifié le jeudi 09 avril 2009 10:54

Love is ..

Love is ..
Love is Life.And if you'll miss love ..you will miss life..
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le lundi 30 mars 2009 11:24

Modifié le lundi 27 avril 2009 02:13

Stop pretending!

Stop pretending!
stop pretending...
S
ometimes we are some someone who shouldn't be that someone

a pretender pretending what we're not

a feeler who feels we can be like that person...

I
s this the trials of our world?

not being contented of who we are

and whom we can never be?

if we could all stop comparing and just start living our life

n
ormally with what it should had been with no envy and no jealousy

I
mean of course, we do envy and get jealous sometimes

b
ut oh! come one people!

just think that "you're one of a kind" ...

and now, i came to say that

deep inside all of us, deep inside our hearts

w
e are a person of our own selves!

we are our own selves and it can never be change

deep inside,

we have our own strenghts and our own weaknesses

we are our own kind!

each one is unique and not the same

so just stop and i do mean STOP being like someone else

let's just live ourselves to the fullest

o
ur very own lives...

w
hat knowing in this kind of world

"every individual is unique and will never be the same as anyone else!"

YES MY FRIEND YOU ARE RIGHT my dear...i love this words too!

~ Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can be power.
~

# Posté le dimanche 22 mars 2009 00:13

Modifié le jeudi 26 mars 2009 04:03

Words of Reality

Words of Reality
> Relationship is not how long you've been together, not how much you've given or received, not how many times you help each other. It's how you value one another.

>A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.

>
In life we don't need someone who will give the world to us, instead we need someone who's gonna be there and will never leave us no matter what...

>
Destiny is not a matter of chance. It is a matter of choice, it is not a thing to be wasted for, it is a thing to be achieved.

>Sometimes you will ignore the one who loves you beacuse you know she'll/he'll stay but you're wrong,because someday, the one who loves you might find someone who'd appreciate her/his love which she/he didn't feel from you.

>If and when I find someone, it won't be someone who will give me the world, but someone who will share it with me, someone like you.

>In life we seldom find true love and if ever you find it, hold on to it and never let it go, for it's the only true thing in life worth holding on.

>It would take a thousand workers to build a castle, a million soldiers to protect it's country, but it only takes a woman/man to build a happy home.

>There are only two people who can tell you the truth about yourself. An enemy who has lost his temper and a friend who loves you dearly.(<<I LIKE THIS)

>
Never waste an opportunity to say I love you to someone you really love because it's not everyday you meet a person who has the magic to let you fall in love.

>T
rue lovers start by being friends, for with friendship comes acceptance, with acceptance comes trust, with trust comes respect and along the way love develops...(<< I LOVE THIS ONE TOO)

>
Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamed of you... I wish that someday I would dream about my pillow and I'd be hugging you.


ITS BEAUTIFUL..and this is from my friend'S words of believes of LOVE kinda impressive..HOWEVER,things is not be always like this and it's not that easy to achieve to be like this as so much obstacles and hindrances along the way..THOUGH we can hold but not the partner..YOU CANNOT GO ON ALONE...PAIN can be always the hindrances to ruin in every beautiful things of LOVE and relationships!..I also try to see this page in yahoo why PEOPLE DO CHEATS too and it made us confuse to FALL as it's scarry if it will end badly CLICK HERE IN 9 reasons people cheats..

# Posté le samedi 14 mars 2009 11:54

Modifié le dimanche 22 mars 2009 04:05

With mha beautiful Friends..

With mha beautiful Friends..
With mha beautiful friends..

Im mentally,physically,spiritually fit now..Im so happy to have time with my friends and to my other hobbies and passions..Yeah! Instead of being a negative for my whole life...I keep my time busy..Meeting friends in persons for a changed..Love to have a tea party with them. Instead, of staying always in my four walls cave...Meditating and hearing gospels sounds and words of GOD when i'm down..And doing sports like gym and Spas could make a big help physically..As the saying ,IF we are physically fit we can have mentally fit too..LOL..I found solace now in my present life..This is my life.. before, i FALL in love with a wrong person..Jokes!..Actually,it's just went wrong..I thought it's right...

I j
ust ignore now the wrong accusations,you keep on throwing at me.Aren't you tired of doing this to me?..OR else i will become crazy again! for it's my LOST..nooohh!..I won't allow that to happens..YOU KEEP on saying harsh words againts me.. and wrong accusations everytime we talked...I really want to sent you in the court..JOKES!...SO BETTER not to speak and LET the FATE take us where the life goes..Im tired of anger and Hatred..IT'S time for a changed..I want to be blooming again and see how beautiful life is..I want to be back to my old life before i meet you..

Im JUST wondering why? You keep on stalking at me P.A...Accusing at me..and you're a FAULT finder now...Beacuse you feel guilty? Did you do something bad? reason, why you keep looking for my mistakes..for you to be feel better if you got one...TOO bad..Someone like me who is still in my real senses..will not do anything that make my life more complicated..IM focusing now on a brighter side of life...TOO BAD!..you cannot find something evil in me now..I stiil looking for a GOOD ONE..i will LET YOU KNOW P.A. who is the one..when I HAVE ONE..you do not need to stalk me..

..
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le vendredi 13 mars 2009 11:18

Modifié le samedi 14 mars 2009 05:06