Looking for Justice

Looking for Justice
Justice is what im looking now inside me...WHY men are so unfair?......Why THEY'RE TOO ABUSIVE?.....

Youre so selfish..and you're too much...YOURE SO UNFAIR!...
Bcoz you can talk to opposite sex (girls)
You can mingle with them..
You can be a friend with them
You can flirt with them..
Making Jokes with them..
You can say Hi to them..
You can smile with them..
Youre too much demanding day by day.
BUT IT HELPS ..



But why i cannot do the same?..
I cannot even go outside bcoz U will accuse me..
I cannot even see the outside world bcoz U will nags me after..
I cannot even stare with opposite sex bcoz U thought
Im fantasizing him....And you want me to stay like this..


Where is JUSTICE?..My patience will be over soon..
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# Posted on Saturday, 03 May 2008 at 8:21 AM
Edited on Saturday, 31 May 2008 at 8:39 AM

Go with the FLOW

Go with the FLOW
Go with the FLOW...

Its been for a while that i haven't see the outside world ..And fortunately i got a chance to go outside and be freed..I realised i am still existing in this hellah WORLD....lol OF COURSE!..The GOLDEN week has begun and so much traffic outside bumper to bumper.However,I still love to go and feel the breeze to spring that about to be summer soon..I love spa it made me so relax and i tried to empty my brain and heart but to refresh myself..Though the Marine Spa is kinda crowded still i love watching those lil kids playing around..Its beautiful to be outside even if its once in a blue moon....Rather than focusing myself this selfish individual in my life..NOBODY CARES but me myself alone...SO JUST GO WITH THE FLOW and do whatever you want to DO..Love to those who loves U and cares to those who cares about you..Being submissive is good but being ABUSE is a misarable things that has to be cease..

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# Posted on Saturday, 03 May 2008 at 4:27 AM
Edited on Saturday, 31 May 2008 at 8:41 AM

Remember

Remember
"TRIALS are like fire.it can destroy or strengthen you depending on your character and outlook in life...Remember.. The FIRE that melts butter is the same fire that hardens steeL."
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# Posted on Tuesday, 29 April 2008 at 1:12 PM
Edited on Sunday, 15 June 2008 at 9:11 AM

Thats all i can give..

Thats all i can give..
What a beautiful sunny day IN MARINA IZU!...everything is seems went wrong..BUT i tried to learn to accept all the changes..since he begun to work..I must learn to accept everything..understand him..make him more secured for him to be more inspired in his work..i do miss him everyday..muahzz!
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# Posted on Sunday, 27 April 2008 at 12:53 AM
Edited on Saturday, 31 May 2008 at 3:13 PM

Smile in the middle of PAIN..

Smile in the middle of PAIN..
Sounds crazy but i think this is the better way lol!..
Now is the time to forget my past failures..And strike out in a new direction.I will no longer feel self-concious or worry about what they think or he thinks ..And i wont ask myself wether if im doing the right thing..instead..I WILL BE STRONG,CONFIDENT and clear..I must just follow my OWN PATH and i can say to myself I MUST ACCOMPLISH FOR WHAT I DO BELIEVE..a convictions!



MY DREAMS..is to live with solace..a simple life with full of love and be alive....AND I know it will come one day BEFORE I CLOSE my eyes..to a deserving one(IM JUST MAYBE THINGKING OF THIS bcoz WERE ARGUING)..I'd rather be alone than to live with a beast..How i wished that there's no legallities needed and people can move freely as much as they want..NO TIME needed..LIKE a game of WORLD of WARCRAFT lols.....BUT LIFE IS A REALITY..to faced..and im now in my crisis to FACE again..IM tired of this but this is my LIFE to live..I LOVE my blog he or she didnt tired of listening my boring sentiments..lol...ONE THING I CAN PROMISE TO MYSELF NOW IS NOT TO BE STUPID and not to believe all the sweet words that made me drunk..I believe too much in fairytales ..I MUST HOLD MY SANITY so i can still be proud of MYSELF ..WHATEVER happens to me in the PAST is PAST and it helps me to realised and to LEARN NOT TO BE STUPID and to be cautious more..so SMILE IN THE MIDDLE OF PAIN..bcoz its the BEGINNING of what i CALL LIFE for myself....WISHED WE CAN FIX THIS SOON...
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# Posted on Saturday, 26 April 2008 at 12:41 AM
Edited on Saturday, 31 May 2008 at 2:08 PM